things to ponder. :D

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.





2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.





3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.



4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.





5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.





6. You mean the world to someone.





7. If not for you, someone may not be living.





8. You are special and unique.





9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.





10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.





11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.





12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.





13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.





14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.





15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.



got this from friendster bulletin board.
it's true and it makes you feel good about your self and appreciate people revolving in your life.
something to thank for. :D

my kind of guy :)

read this from somewhere.. and i think it's sweet. :)

Wait for the boy who calls you beautiful instead of hot who calls you back when you hang up on him. [true indeed.]

Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweatpants ,who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks your just as pretty without makeup, one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares & how lucky he is to have you.[to die for]

Wait for the boy who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of boy who brings out the best in you and makes u want to be a better person.[to have this someone is enough for me]

Wait for the boy who will be your best friend the person who will drop everything to be with you at anytime of the day no matter what the circumstances.[why not?!]
Wait for the boy who makes you smile like no other boy & when he smiles you know he needs you. [sweet]

Wait for the boy who wants you, & most of all wait for the boy who will put you at the center or his universe, because obviously hes at the center of yours.[i'll be waiting. haha]

thoughts.

people come and go that is why i really don't give my 100% attachment to other people because when the time comes that they'll leave me, it's easy for me to go on with life.

i know it sounds pathetic but don't get me wrong...
what you see is real
and i don't need to pretend.

that's just the way i am.

urbandictionary.com

Go to urbandictionary.com and type in the answer to each question in the search box, then write the FIRST definition that it gives you.



1) Your name: Janell

the best friend a person could have. nice beautiful.funny and all round great person to be with. most girl wanna be like her. and most boy wanna get wit her

girl would say ~ omg did u see janell. i wanna be just like her.
boy would say ~ DAMN that girl was a janell!


2) Your age: 19


the last year of ya "TEENS" :oS


3) One of your friends: Dane

Dane a random person who is the best in the world!
person 1:hi is dane here??

Dane: hi im random i like pie and i like 2 say rawrrRrr


4) What should you be doing? Sleep

You have been awake for 18 hours and are now viewing this useless definition of sleep. You are very tired and your brain is not functioning at its normal capacity. The bags under your eyes are starting to weigh you down. It's 1:30am and you have to get up at 6:30am for work. Another coffee wont help you now...
Turn off your computer and get some sleep you net junky!!



5) Your favorite color: Blue

The hue of the portion of the visible spectrum lying between green and indigo, evoked in a human observer by radiant energy with wavelengths of approximately 420-490 nanometers.


6) Your birthplace: Davao City

Davao is a major city in the Mindanao island in the Philippines. It is considered the biggest city (in terms of land area) in the world. Davao boasts of its seafood delicacies and nature parks. Davao is the home of the endangered species of the Philippine Eagle - happens to be the biggest specie of eagles in the world. Mt. Apo, is also located in Davao the highest peak in the Philippines. From what I know, Mt. Apo isn't in Davao, just near it. And I don't think Davao is still the biggest city in the world in terms of land area!


7) Last person you talked to: Jillian

jillian

1.the sexiest person in the world.
2.justin will never stop luving this grl.
3.the soon-to-be mother of Justin's kids.
Hey look, this guy luvs her like a jillian


8) Last thing you had to drink: milk


The most tasty shit EVER.
Although milk comes from cow tits, it's still really good.


9) Your nickname: butchic, chic


a classy, sophisticated manner, much like audrey hepburn. it is classy, glamorous, without being a pushover, and without being flashy. its an element of class.
Audrey Hepburn, in Breakfast at Tiffany's wore SUCH a chic dress - it was so simple and elegant!

10) What day is it today? wednesday


Often known in the Christian religion as Sunday's understudy. A generally normal day. Often called Hump Day, because of it's location in the middle of the week, and by the time Wednesday is done, the week is on a down hill roll.
Wednesday's aren't so bad, they are just to much in the middle of things

the twilight addiction

and so you have read this...
i must confess this is turning into and addiction that made me a little bit overboard.
to start it off I'm really not fond of reading fictional books, honestly i think i have read around 9 thick books(fictional, of course) in my entire life which includes harry potter1234, Mitch albom's Tuesday's with Morrie, being there(100++pp needed for our book report), matilda, purpose driven life and the latest would be twilight and going on 10 with the new moon. i admit, harry potter was one of my favorite books before, but it has changed. i am currently loving it, twilight so far brought me back my fondness of reading, it even made me felt like crying of course i was stopping myself from crying on book 2(new moon) chapter 3, which was unusual for me i don't cry that easily just by reading. haha
now, back to my point...

• first. it made me read the book while it's our exam week. instead of studying for the exams i prefer reading it. instead of reading for our case presentation and preparing for oral revalida which is part of our uhmm, well, 20% of our final grade, i still chose to read it.

• second. it made me read the summary of the book, all three of them that has summary at twilightlexiconblog.com in just one day, spending 11 hours in front of the computer. never leaving another chapter for the next day. so pathetic.

• third. i always tell my friends to read it. of course! misery loves company.. but how can you say it's misery when what you can get is purely entertainment. it's what i always babble about. Edward, Bella, Edward, Bella, updates on the net, the trailer on youtube, the site of Stephenie. i have never imagined my self becoming like this.
  
• fourth. to top it all off i even pushed myself watching horror movies in which i don't like just to watch for the trailer of twilight the movie!! 2HORROR movies to find out that it was on the other cinema that plays the trailer!! i really hated the girl who told me that it was on cinema 2 and 4 that had trailers!! grrrrr. it really gets on my nerves on my free day, i am going to watch again for the trailer at the cinema because the screen is so huge that makes it look like actual..

crazy me! how did i let myself do this. hahahaha. i mean this is an addiction i never expected. anyways, i am happy that it existed it's just that i think i'm a bit overboard. and how i wished that i could be someone else's Bella(euw. that's making me have goosebumps. hahahahaha. seriously though) because i know i can't have my own Edward who is just too perfect but could also be too dangerous for me. i know it's kind of confusing and kind of pathetic of me. what can i do, this twilight saga definitely rocks my socks. :)

twilight and the corrs

has anyone of you heard the song don't say you love me by the corrs??
oh my gosh, when i was feeling the song.... the lyrics!! man, i'm feeling it.

DONT SAY YOU LOVE ME UNLESS FOREVER
DONT TELL ME YOU NEED ME IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA STAY
DONT GIVE ME THIS FEELING, I'LL ONLY BELIEVE IT
MAKE IT REAL OR TAKE IT ALL AWAY

i really could relate my self in this song.. just figure out why. haha.

TWILIGHT
i'm going crazy over this. i'm an addict. my friends know that i seldom read books... some of it were harry potter 1,2,3 and 4. tuesdays with morrie, some books of bob ong and this TWILIGHT!
you see, when i started reading it, i couldn't stop my self from reading it even though we had exams, or quiz for tomorrow or even oral revalida, i often neglect those other things just to read this. you know why? Because Bella, the protagonist, i could put my self in her shoes, it's like i can relate with her, like we have the same situation but then hers is quite different. for me, it's like what i wanted for myself... who doesn't? but i don't want a vampire... haha. anyways, i'm so excited to read the book 2!! can't wait for sembreak! i'm so excited!! *giggles*

*nonsense entry* ;)

in dire need of help! :D

september 26, 2008 friday
CLUMSINESS. i saw this cute little boy at mcdonalds. he was 8 years old, i think. he has long lashes, fair complexion, aquilined nose and with red lips, just what edward cullen looks when i imagined him. :X when i went back with the food i bought, i accidentally spilled the coke of joy because i was staring at the cute little boy when i was on my way to the seat. gosh.

september 27, 2008 saturday

woke up at around 5:30am.
went to addu grade school.
cp defense.
lunch time.
got bored, played with rubik's cube. got confiscated by mrs. ferraren.
we were dismissed 3:30pm
went home.
watched good luck chuck.
read twilight and finished it, because i got so carried away.
stephenie meyer was awesome!!
watched 10,000bc.
slept at around 12:30am.

september 28, 2008 sunday
woke up at around 10:30am.
surfed the net.
continued watching 10,000bc
watched the secret.
took a nap at around 3pm woke up at 5:30pm
surfed the net didn't do any research for oral revalida.
took a bath, started reading for oral revalida that was sent to me.
got bored with the topic.. so i did a little blog hopping.
here i am.. doing this. and i think i'm going to sleep.
i want to change this attitude of not prioritizing what i'm supposed to do and managing my time!!
help me please!!